A Chef's Notebook

Two Kitchens

An ongoing collection of independent culinary stories.
Kitchen memory, technique, and the moments where two traditions actually met.

Two Kitchens isn't part of French Knife, Asian Fire, and it isn't excerpted from it. It's a separate, ongoing notebook — around thirty-five stories, written and published independently, each one built around a single dish or a single kitchen memory. Some of that thinking overlaps with the cookbook's philosophy; none of it is lifted from its pages.

Whether these stories eventually become a book of their own is an open question. That book doesn't exist yet. For now, this is simply where new entries land first — free to read here, or sent directly if you join the newsletter below.

Notebook No. 1

The Duck That Tasted of Two Kitchens

"Don't blend two traditions into a compromise. Let them each arrive at full strength and see what happens when they're introduced properly."

I made this dish for no one but myself, which is probably why it told me the truth.

It was 2010, and I had been in China long enough to stop counting the days as strange and start counting them as normal — which is its own kind of milestone, the moment a foreign kitchen stops feeling foreign. I still went home most nights and cooked something small and private, the way I imagine other people go home and read. It wasn't for practice, exactly. It was closer to a conversation I was having with myself, one dish at a time, about what I actually believed a good plate of food was.

That particular night I had duck breasts and a jar of Sichuan peppercorns I'd been putting into everything for months — soups, marinades, even, once, a vinaigrette that didn't survive the experience. I'd been trained to cook duck breast in Normandy: score the skin, render it patiently from a cold pan, don't rush the fat, don't touch medium-rare. That training doesn't leave you. It's not a technique you apply; it's closer to a posture your hands remember without asking permission.

But I'd also spent enough evenings by then standing near a Cantonese burner to know what real heat does to a piece of protein in a matter of seconds — the char, the smoke, the specific fragrance the Chinese kitchen calls wok hei and that no French word quite covers. I had no intention of choosing between the two that night. I wanted both.

So I did the fond de veau properly — bones, roasted vegetables, the long unhurried reduction that takes most of an afternoon and rewards you only if you don't check on it too often. That part of the dish was entirely French, and I didn't touch it. Some things don't need translating. Then, at the very end, I did something I hadn't planned when I started: I finished the sear not in a sauté pan but in a wok, over the highest heat my little apartment stove could produce, for no longer than it takes to say the word. Forty-five seconds. Just enough to mark the skin with something the French oven could never give it.

What came off that pan surprised me. Not because it was unrecognizable — the fond de veau was unmistakably itself, glossy and deep and correct — but because the duck now carried a second signature underneath the first one, a faint smoke and a citrus-numbing heat from the Sichuan pepper that the classical dish had never asked for and, I realized eating it alone at my own small table, had been missing all along. It tasted like two educations agreeing with each other for the first time.

I want to be honest about what that moment was and wasn't. It wasn't a revelation with trumpets. It was quieter than that — closer to noticing, mid-bite, that a question I'd been carrying around without naming it had just been answered. The question was whether my French training and my Chinese immersion were two separate chapters of a career, or one continuous sentence. That duck breast told me it was one sentence. I have been refining the recipe, and the idea behind it, ever since.

I didn't stay in that one apartment kitchen for long, professionally speaking. Within a couple of years I was on the other side of a very different kind of heat — not a private stove but the walk-in intensity of a Beijing kitchen, where I'd start folding a French flavor base into a wok stir-fry not for myself, but for a brigade of cooks watching to see if the Frenchman's ideas actually worked at volume. That's where the next entry picks up.

The Takeaway

The instinct, when you're standing between two strong traditions, is to treat the meeting point as a compromise — a little of this, a little of that, neither one disappointed too much. That's not what happened on my stove that night. The fond de veau didn't get smaller to make room for the wok. The wok didn't get gentler to make room for the sauce. Each did exactly what it does best, in full — and the dish held both without either one apologizing.

From My Kitchen

I still make a version of this duck breast when I want to remind myself why I cook the way I do. If you try it: render the skin low and slow first, the French way, and save the wok only for the very last forty-five seconds. The order matters more than the ingredients.

This same philosophy — two traditions, each at full strength — runs through all 35 recipes in French Knife, Asian Fire, Volume I: The Wok & The Whisk.

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Notebook No. 2

What the Shallot and the Wok Agreed On

"They didn't come around because I told them the shallot fond mattered. They came around because they tasted what it did."

Beijing was a different kind of pressure than that quiet apartment kitchen in Shanghai. There, I'd been answering a question only to myself. Here, I was answering it in front of a brigade that hadn't asked it and wasn't sure it needed answering.

The shallot fond is one of the first things a French cook learns to respect and one of the last things they learn to do well — sliced shallots collapsed in butter over low heat, patiently, for twenty-five minutes, until they've gone from sharp to jam-like, from assertive to sweet. Rush it and you get harshness instead of depth. It was one of the great flavor bases of my classical training, and I brought it into a Beijing wok kitchen the way you'd bring a family recipe to a dinner party where nobody's tasted it before…

Continue reading Notebook No. 2 — and every new entry, first.

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